Sophie's Diary

4321.8.12
Today is the most unforgettable day that I have ever lived.
The fright i felt and the pain I suffered are clearly carved on my brain, reminding me the things that happened today.
I went to the bank today, saw a boy who was probably the same age as me, sliding down the gully again and again. I have never seen him before.
And of course at that moment, I did not know that the events happened after were so dramatic. However, as the will to know him was pushing me forward, so I said "Hullo".
He responded me and asked my name hesitately. I thought it was because he has never seen me before as well. I told him mine and he told me his name is David.I did not know that knowing a stranger was this easy. Honestly I
I was wondering what was he doing sliding on the gully, so I asked him was it fun or not. He affirmed it and asked me to try.
The fear of exposing my mutation immediately pass my brain. I was hesitating. I could not stand the idea that the fact I have 6 toes become known to others, especially to a boy who I just met. But I was curious and highly interested in the thing he was doing. So I scrambled on the bank anyways.
The sliding was AMAZING, I have to admit. So I absolutely went for a second try. The second try was like a bomb, brought all the troubles to me, just because I cannot hold my eager to enjoy the fun again.
My feet was stuck in the stone and sand after my second slide down the bank. The pain was so deep and clear that I would never want to suffer from it again in my life. I tried hard to make it out, but it did not even move. David tried to help but the pain was almost killing so I stopped him. He told me to remove my shoes but how can I do that?
However. Eventually. I was forced to take my shoes off, facing the threat that I would be stuck here forever. I asked David to promise to never tell the thing he was gonna see and after he promised, I managed to free my hurt foot with my tears burst out. I forbidden him to call in others for help.
Then David called in my mother, so she was able to carry me back home. I could see that she was totally shocked and I felt bad about exposing my deviation.
I am afraid what would happen next. Although David promised many times that he would not tell anyone about that. What if he accidently tell someone? Then what should I do? What should my family do?
But I would like to trust him. I would like to be friends with him. My first friend.
The anxiety and upset make me wanna cry.
Why is this happening to me..............